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I used to read novels within days of each other, and would get so intrgiued with a story that I couldn’t focus on anything else unil I finished it. Then life happened, I got a job, I found travel.. yada yada..
I never seem to have time to actually sit down and read enough of a novel to get hooked before having to put it down and think about something else. That’s why I love reading blogs and I usually end up learning at least something from each one that I read. My bloglovin’ collection is quite the mixture I must say but that’s what keeps everything exciting and interesting!
I thought that I woudl share some of the links I found interesting this week!
I’m currently dreading moving back home in a month or so. I mean, I’m looking forward to being back in the comfort of my hometown, family and especially reunited with my car… but thinking about living in my house again, stresses me out to say the least.
After working as a server for the past 3 years it’s insane how true these misconceptions are!
If you’re a true foodie, you’ll watch this video and be like “yep, that’s me..that’s me too, oh and yep, once again” At least that’s how I felt through it!
I hate mayonnaise but I LOVE tuna, so i’m pretty sure that these recipes will be calling my name sooner than later!
I Absolutely love everything about Demi Lovato and have so much respect for her being so open about her mental illness.
I feel like this is an extremely important read especially since “bikini season” is approaching. Honestly, I can admit that every summer that comes along my mindset shifts and I do have the desire to either tone up, eat better or lose weight… which let’s be honest neither of those I
need will not do.
I love reading Izzy’s posts on recovery. She’s super blunt and clear cut which is easy to relate to in my own case anyways. Reading this post about how we often see things as being all or nothing really made me realize how relevant it is in my own life as well.
Hallelujah. I love Lauren Conrad and no not just because she’s gorgeous beyond belief, but because she’s real. She’s not trying to be someone she’s not, and she stands up for what she believes in. I highly respect her decision to remove her labels from her website and it’s gotten me thinking myself on my own choices.
As much as I hate being underground discovering new cities is something I live for.
I can 100% say that this is so true! Since being in Paris for the past 10 months I’ve had so many lovely picnics and they have been the best of my life. Whether its on the banks along the seine or in one of the many parks in the city, I always enjoy myself.
Stay tuned for some exciting changes happening to my blog in the near future!
Waking up to see the news of the removal of the love locks in Paris was not how I expected the day to start off.
I remember when I first made the decision to come to Paris out of the other cities I had to wanted to visit. One of the things I was most excited for was to put a lock on the ever so famous love bridge. That and eat macarons, but that was pretty obligatory.
Needless to say, I put a lock on the pont des arts, not once but twice.
Once in September with my fling at the time, and the other just a few weeks ago with my best friends here in Paris.
We weren’t sure what you’re supposed to do with the keys so we threw them over our shoulders into the seine for good luck.
Putting those locks on the bridge were not only experiences; but memories…. And now, they are gone like a lot of things in life I suppose. I mean, it’s not like having the lock on the bridge was effecting my life or anything but it’s still upsetting to see all of those symbolic pieces of people’s lives being thrown away.
Of course, this is far from being the end of the world or probably even an importance to many people in the world but it was a part of my experience in Paris, so sadly it has put a little damper on my life.
- Have you been to Paris?
- If so, did you put a lock on the bridge?
As you may have noticed my baking addiction has decreased a bit. Well better put, I had to put a stop to it for a while in order to get myself straight because I was eating the same foods day in and day out.
Routine is good don’t get me wrong but so is change is flexibility.
I woke up this morning feeling good and finally meditated for one minute. I know one minute may seem like nothing but meditation is hard especially when your mind is constantly spinning in circles.
I decided to go to a run, not because I felt the need to “exercise” but I wanted to move, and my body craved a run. I don’t know how many minutes I ran and I don’t know how far either, and quite frankly I don’t care anymore. I stopped running well before I had made it back to the house but I was tired and I knew my body needed the break.
I’ve really been influenced lately by one of my biggest inspirations, Maddy Moon and her weekly podcasts. One of my favorites is with Kaila Prins on the topic of transforming our minds around exercise. Check it out here !
By not killing myself to run to prove something other than to benefit my own body, running actually felt… FUN.
I never would have thought that I would have put running and fun in the same sentence. I grew up hating it and you know what I still am not a fan that’s for sure. Who knows when I will run again, or if I will (okay i’m sure I will) but i just don’t care.
I see so many people stating that they “only” or “just” ran 5 km and they now feel ashamed or disappointed in themselves for not being able to push harder.
It really saddens me to see so much negativity being brought into a part of our lives that is supposed to bring us joy and happiness! Exercising should be enjoyable and when it becomes “work” it’s time to take a step back and reflect on how you can make some adjustments.
If one day we can run 10km and the next week only 5km because our body can’t push anymore …
HEY THAT’S OKAY!
I’ll admit I was addicted to exercise, and you know what! I still can say I struggle with the thoughts on a regular basis. I wrote about my own experience in a past post where I thought that I had let go of the negative thoughts completely. Truth be told that wasn’t the case but I’m able to accept that I’m not perfect now, and that we all struggle!
Now for some food, because after a run, i’m hangry.
1 scoop vanilla whey protein powder
1 TBSP coconut flour
1/2 banana mashed
1/2 tsp baking powder
Preheat oven to 350.
Mash Banana, then add in egg (yes yolk and all).
Mix in the rest of the ingredients until well combined. Depending on your protein powder it may not combine well.
Pour into mini muffin molds.
Bake for 15 mins.
Take out and enjoy!
From the moment I had opened my eyes in the morning I was already adding unneeded stress by trying to be as productive as I felt I should be. The idea of being perfect became my daily goal, but was never achieved because nothing was ever considered to be good enough.
No matter what I did or how much I succeeded I always felt that there was something more I couldn’t done to be essentially “Perfect”
Normal daily tasks that are simple to a typical human being became stressful as I made them more complicated than they needed to be.
It got to the point where I couldn’t go to the bathroom without taking my cell phone. As if I was being that much more productive by the whole 20 seconds I was in there.
Surfing the web soon became more work than play. My internet explorer was full of tabs every time I opened my computer and I couldn’t stay on my page any longer than 20 seconds before flipping to the next. Listening to lectures for school was the worst and I would have my cell phone out at the same time once again trying to do as much as I could.
I ignored people; I stopped being social. I felt that during that time with my friends I could be doing something much more productive instead of essentially wasting time with my friends. This ended in the loss of many relationships.
But what was the worst?
Exercise became a chore.
Sports, well exercise in general, were once the best things in my life. When I lost myself to this illness, I lost my love for what made me truly happy.
You see people everyday pushing themselves to do exercise unwillingly. People walking on the treadmill while scrolling through Facebook or catching up on the latest news on the big screen TV’s in front of them. Never did I think that I would become a part of that stereotype.
What happened to mindfully exercising for the pleasure of nourishing our bodies and for the simple endorphin’s we earn? We strive to be better, to be more productive, to be the best that we can be in order to fit
Personally it got so bad that I would tell myself I needed to go for a walk to “clear my head” yet the whole time I would be scrolling through my Instagram which inevitably was stressing me out even more without even realizing it. I mean I couldn’t do a plank without grabbing my cell phone to scroll through my feed once again.
This wasn`t the life that I wanted to live for the rest of my life and I knew that.
I want to enjoy exercise, I want to enjoy the time with friends and I want to enjoy life.
5 months and many self induced changes
It’s possible, don’t let anyone tell you any different
- Do you feel you stress yourself out?
- What coping mechanisms are you using?
Do you find yourself needing to post everything you eat on your social media?
honestly though, my drunk nights are really irrelevant to the rest of the world…
Do you base your meals around what you see other people eating?
Are you losing sleep because you’re scrolling through the lives of other people all night ?
Oh and my favorite…
Have you ever “apologized” to your online community for not posting or for being away from social media?
Wake up and smell the roses people
This lifestyle is far from being healthy but you know what, sadly I can say I’ve been guilty of doing them all at some point or another.
I allowed every choice I made throughout the day to be influenced by what I would see on the screen on my iPhone. Upon waking up my first thought wasn’t what I felt like eating for breakfast, but instead what pretty creation I could come up with to later on be posted on my Instagram.
It would take me at least an hour to made a recipe, bake it, and then after 20 minutes and 100 photos later post it for all of my followers to see. There were countless times when I would make these beautiful meals and then pick it apart after I got the Perfect picture because I didn’t want to eat it but simply wanted it to appear more photogenic. I knew I didn’t truly want the food that I was creating but I did it to essentially “fit in” and to feel apart of that fitfam community that seemed like all the rage.
I’ll admit I still love social media but in the past year I have made a lot of changes to how I interact with it as I finally realized the negative effects it was having on my health. I still make recipes because I have a passion to do so, but the difference now is that I do it for me and no one else.
Reflecting on my own behaviors has really made an impact on who and what I choose to consider a part of my life today.
I no longer try to be someone that I’m not, nor want to be, just because I’m trying to fit in, and nor should you.
Take the initiative to reflect on your own behaviors and be aware of what and who you look up to in your own life.
I love food especially a lot of different varieties of food.
but for a while, too long to be honest….
I was in a rut of eating the same things over and over again; convincing myself that that was all that my body wanted when really, I was just to stubborn to step out of my comfort zone and find enjoyment in food again.
The other day for breakfast I just wanted a salad with chicken, quinoa and lots of greens, so that’s what I ate at 8am in the morning.
Sometimes I crave my canadian pancakes with maple syrup,
Other days maybe I want a greasy pizza from a take away stand.
Either way, It really doesn’t matter to anyone but myself.
No one will judge me for eating what I love, enjoying food or listening to my body.
Simple as that.
By listening to my body and actually giving it what it craves, I’m nourishing it and i’m creating a healthy balance. By telling myself that is it wrong to want certain foods I’m doing the complete opposite.
I used to feel guilty for eating what I actually wanted when I was in the beginning stages of gaining weight because of the hateful responses I would get from the others.
“why don’t you ever eat a pint of ice cream”
or “why don’t you buy chocolate bars regularly”
oh and the classic “just eat a hamburger why don’t you”
what they don’t realize is those words are NOT encouraging and come off as being the complete opposite making you feel like you’re doing the wrong thing by not eating a certain food or following a “trend”
Imagine telling someone who’s trying to lose weight, to stop eating so much, or to just eat a salad already. You wouldn’t say that would you? Then why are people shaming the ones trying to gain weight by doing the same?
As a recovering orthorexic I’ve been that girl who ate salads day in and day out restricting my body from what it actually wanted, which for the most part was carbs. Oh the evil carbs.
Learning to eat intuitive has taken time and patience. My body was fed such a limited diet for so long, the cravings for other foods wasn’t an instant process. I started slow and introduced ice cream, chocolates, pizza, etc.. back into my life and have found what foods I actually enjoy eating and what ones my body tells me that it does want.
I fell into this really negative trap of mindless eating and still struggle with it each and everyday in some way or another. I have a tendency to consume food without making it an experience and actually enjoying the flavors and quality of what I’m eating.
Apparently I’m more satisfied with hearty savory foods as opposed to salty. I could eat pizza over pretzels or chips any day when given the choice but now I know what to choose.
When it comes to desserts I like cake over ice cream, does that make me any less of a person because I don’t want the Ben and Jerry’s?
The fact that I’m listening to my body and giving it what it wants shows more strength than following the crowd.
I started looking at food as fuel and not as just something that was going into my body.
- Are you an intuitive eater?
- Have you found foods that you love but didn’t realize until you made the switch?